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Post by Nienna Greenleaf of Mirkwood on Dec 19, 2004 12:27:27 GMT -6
Ok, here is my chance to use this thread... I think that Ared is really the only one that knows, but my roommate left the school today and, because of the high tuition, she can't come back next semester. I'm feeling so incrediably depressed...I've only known her since September, but the both of us have become as close as sisters and it killed me to see her go. To make the mood not so gloomy, she was her usual cheerful self all morning, just the way she usually is. The whole side of her room is bare now...it looks as if she wasn't even here at all. Unless you've had that close of a friendship with someone, it might be hard to understand my feelings right now. I almost feel like I'm being selfish. I'm only thinking of myself when Annie is feeling probably twice as bad. She didn't want to leave the school any more than I wanted to see her go.
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Post by Aredhel on Dec 19, 2004 19:26:03 GMT -6
Oh sis I'm so sorry! (I know I've said it before, but I'm saying it again ) I can only imagine how depressed you must be, especially having to look over and see her side of the room completely bare. I have to admit, I've actually never had a very close friendship with someone, not the kind where I would feel as a sister to that person. I think you were very fortunate to have had her as your roommate, and I don't think you are at all being selfish to feel the way you are feeling. I think you have every right to. Just remember that you two can still keep in touch and stay friends. I know it must still be depressing to think that you will be getting a new roommate, and that she won't be there anymore. But maybe it won't be so bad. I'm sorry this had to happen anyway. stupid high tuition Just give yourself some time to be sad (or even depressed)about it (it's always good to let yourself feel) and just know that it's okay to feel like that, just don't dwell on it too long. Is there anyway that you can contact her very soon? Maybe talking to her about the way that you both are feeling might help a lot. I hope you both start feeling better about this stupid, unfortunate situation. And remember: It's never good or healthy to dwell on things that you cannot change. *hugs*!!
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Post by Nienna Greenleaf of Mirkwood on Dec 21, 2004 13:13:42 GMT -6
Thank you for everything you said, sis. Last night Annie called and we talked for a little while. It was so good to hear from her!! Since I am usually a very talkative person, I could tell that she was trying to get off the phone at one point, but I just kept talking and talking and talking...Not about anything specific, just about what had happened since she left the day before, and what my friend Rosie (that's her Hoppit name, her real name is Andrea : and I have been doing to pass the time. But Annie knows how I can talk and talk so she didn't say anything. My last critique for art was last night and it went very well. My Painting teacher was very happy with all my work, so I'm hoping that I get an "A" for her class this time. If I do, there's a strong chance that I might get on the Dean's List--the first time since I came to college!! Also, one of my paintings will be hanging up in the gallery on campus (just for about a month), so that made me feel good too. At 3pm today my mom will be picking me up to go home. I pray that my long vacation home doesn't drive me up the wall. Things can get a tad bit stressful when I'm around my mom for too long a period of time...But that's a story for another day. To make a short story long... I feel much better since the other day, but it's still going to be sad to come back next month to a new roommate. I've only met her once and she seems nice, but you know...it's not going to be the same. ~ Nienna
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Post by The Restless Shadow on Jan 15, 2012 0:49:37 GMT -6
I am having a bad day, and I'm expressing myself by posting in a lot of threads to keep myself occupied at 2am
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Post by Nienna Greenleaf of Mirkwood on Jan 15, 2012 18:22:45 GMT -6
I totally forgot about this thread! I think that we could BOTH fill this thing up, just with how we've been feeling.
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Post by Nienna Greenleaf of Mirkwood on Mar 1, 2012 9:09:55 GMT -6
All I'm going to say is that I've been soooooooooo bored lately in this dull little town. And I just found out that one of my friends is really sick with bronchitis (or something like that) so I won't be getting out of town for at least another week, since that's how it usually worked. I'm sure that you can relate, since I'm pretty sure you don't have a car. Neither do I. It's been so long since I've driven that I'm pretty positive that I don't remember how. How sad is that? I was in such a nervous state when I got my license at 22 or 23 (I had issues : and I was so glad to have finally overcame it. Now I have to start all over again. But there's no freakin' way that I'm driving out there while there's ice on the ground. No way. But in this case, not having a car, I'm also a bit glad because just with my job situation I'd be freaking out a LOT more often over finances if I had that to worry about on top of it. Good morning...and welcome to the rant of the day.
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Post by The Restless Shadow on Mar 1, 2012 18:44:57 GMT -6
I was in such a nervous state when I got my license at 22 or 23 (I had issues : lol, I'm 21 and I still have those issues too no need to explain to me
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